Freewrite 7:54PM

Freewrite: The world spins, I'm in pain, I'm locked in one moment in time, when everyone else moves onward. Why is it the good people who are the first to fall, why am I still standing. I would give anything to stop being who I am, I would give anything to feel the sunlight on my skin, the fresh air in my lungs and the cool water on my toes. Let me out. I'm claustrophobic. I don't want to be here anymore. Just let me be, Let me run away and never return. I just want to leave.